~ ♥ Lilac’s Heaven ♥ ~

After suffering a couple deeply devastating betrayals a couple years ago, I try very, very hard to surround myself with people whom I can trust explicitly. I don’t let myself get to comfortable with people unless I know I can truly trust them and that can take a few times of being around them. It is a deep shame that those who inflicted such deep scars on me purposely have affected my future. My girlfriends waited for me to come out from seclusion while I healed from my deep trauma which took almost a year. They never gave up on me, and now we are out enjoying each others company. We all are each others support system…no one puts baby in a corner so to speak.

My girls knew that when I shut down and no longer talk, that is my way of trying to deal with things that are deeply painful. I am not a drama queen nor do I like to discuss private matters. If I am pushed far enough then someone may get my foot up their ass or a few selected words thrown their way. But I always warn them before I slam them down.

It is wonderful to be back in the saddle again and living life. Forty is the new 20 right? You are as young as you look and feel and sometimes act. I am a wild vivacious one that is for sure.

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Yep…Bruce is finally getting hip and with the times.  I have both a facebook and myspace cuz I roll that way.  My girlfriends and I like to drop it like it’s hot…hahaha!!  Seriously we just like to pick on each other on both sites, so we enjoy having both networking sites up and rolling.  Bruce has been watching me have so much fun with my girlfriends that he felt left out, so he decided to hook himself up with a facebook.  Now our network of friends are getting all hooked up on facebook.  My girls are showing Bruce some love…not that he minds.   

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Now playing: Heart - All I Want To Do Is Make Love To You
via FoxyTunes

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Okay…I am so pissed off that I really don’t know how to express myself except to say *u*k it all.  You know, when I say I promise something, I keep that promise…when I say I won’t say anything…I mean it.  When it is out of my hands or someone else is responsible for spilling the beans, I somehow still get punished.  I can not control other people around me, no matter how much I try.  They have free will and they will ALWAYS do what they want no matter what I say.  I have gotten to the point where I just throw my hands up in the air and say “whatever” because if I try to stop them, they give me grieve.  GRRR!!!  I don’t like being punished for other people’s downfalls.

I maybe a complicated woman, but I am no liar nor am I a gossiping one either.  I actually like to fly under the radar.  I am deeply disappointed that people don’t know how to keep their traps shut…but since no true information was given, no harm was done.  Unfortunately, I am still being punished…I don’t like that!! Not one bit!!

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Now playing: Manhattans - Shining Star
via FoxyTunes   

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On April 10th through the 12th about 16 of us girls will be heading up to Indian Bear Lodge in Walhonding, OH, wherever that is…LOL!!  All I know is that they have horseback riding, and hot tubing.  We will be drinking and just plain relaxing.  I can’t wait to go horseback riding after YEARS of missing out.  I miss it tremendously. 

With us girls, you never know what kind of wild fun will go on!! 

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Okay, as anyone who really knows me can tell you , I am a total beach NUT!!  I crave living in a SUNNY, BEACH filled state like Florida.  Around the holidays though, I do love the snow.  I actually miss living in my home state of Michigan from time to time.  I am feeling a little homesick of late, wanting to be near family…I am a HUGE family oriented person.  Being in Ohio, I have to suck it up and do many holidays without family.  Well, yesterday a part of Michigan received around 9 inches of snow.  WOW…I am a tad bit jealous!!  Now I seriously hate ice to drive on, but I don’t mind snow.  Being a country girl that I am, I still have a desire to get out and go snowmobiling and ice skating.  I guess the saying is true, “you can take the girl out of the country but you can’t take the country out of the girl”. 

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