Archive | May 2012

♥ Be Positive, Think Positive

My dentist is sending me to an Oral Surgeon. The spot on the back of my throat is better but there is still something there. So to be on the safe side, she wants me to be seen by a specialist. Considering my history with cancer, it’s best to error on caution.

To add more fun to my week, my skin cancer doc was able to fit me in for this Friday afternoon to remove the changing mole. It will be my 29th mole removed to date.

I’m doing my best to be positive, think postive, and not say “FUCK IT, I give up”. 

I don’t want to do this anymore, I don’t want to see any more doctors, and I don’t want any more scoop scars from where a damn mole was removed.  I just want this to all stop!!  

♥ Sad

I’m sad, confused and I don’t understand. 

♥ My Genetic Testing

Good news, my genetic test for the mutated P16 gene came back.  No mutation…WooHoo!!  At least I have some peace knowing that my babies don ‘t have to worry about being in a high risk group for pancreatic cancer.  They do however, have to worry about Melanoma.  Since I have had 2 primary Melanoma’s, they are automatically put in a high risk group.  Hopefully, with early monitoring they will never have to deal with the ugly monster of Melanoma. 


♥ F’ing Moles

I’ve been watching this mole get darker & bigger for the last 6 months. Time to call doc to have her remove and biopsy it.